a poem

a poem is what I yearn to be

after ages of being me

after being I and me and we

after turning this time machine

after having discourses unseen

after arguing and dis-arguing

after accepting all that came to me

after soliciting lives taken after me

after creating music out of a broken tree

through singing to the tunes of my sea

through flowing unabashed with time

a poem is what I yearn to be

 

a poem of unsung love and misery

a poem of shadows hovering over skies

a poem of rules embedded within me

a poem of ushered words lying by

a poem of desires waiting standby

a poem is what I yearn to be

 

when it comes to a poem’s life

life of  a recluse suites just fine

for a poem is often one that lives by

one day chosen from all the days I had

at the end of the day that comes by

a poem is what I yearn to be and die…

 

 

you and me

I share you with myself and this whole universe

I share you with my thoughts and these twinkling stars

I share you with our moments and my crescent moon

I share you with this Sun and these scorching days

I share you with my dreams and the rivers of our fertile land

I share you with my tales and red Mars, resident of your eyes

I share you with your embrace and the roaring ocean that lives in you

I share you with the flowers and the storms that come by out of nowhere

I share you with my soul and my heart feels shy, walks by throwing glances our way

I ignore, I explore, I endure, I secure our shared treasure

  and I end up sharing pearls of scattered moment

 mother of pearl, silent words is the world I share

I share you with this whole wide infinite universe…..

myself

Dried flowers and saddened smiles

go hand in hand to sprinkle laughters around

though hollow like a can of marbles

I pick one and the other becomes me

days of solitude become  personified

waiting for the ultimate joy I keeps searching the name of

an emrald I discovered in this sea

an ocean I merged at each reprieve

the sin I commit and live each day

every morning I open eyes to my own culmination…

pain

Can I lessen this pain with a kiss

Or put myself in a churning machine

to come out as a clean slate

and call out aloud your name

can I lessen this pain I caused

unaware uncalled for

can I kill the waves gushing by

carrying all that unwanted silt

God grant me a day of washing away my sin…

 

agreement

I don’t have wings but I pretend to fly and you agree

you agree to my flying high and my pretensions

we turn many pages at a time and arrive

arrive where many had arrived afore yet unattained

I take turns on straight roads and you agree

you agree to my stopping nowhere and my silence

together speechless we knit stories never meant to be told

tales of arriving, walking and separating one by one

I keep a dried flower tucked in my drawer and you agree

you agree to my not letting go it’s fragrance forever

the bunch from which I picked this has thrown colours around

colours that never change lest sunshine forgets to bathe my days

I dream impossible and I pretend to live by

you agree to my dreams and you raise the bar

together we climb fences and falter at every step

to arrive at the land of myriad hallucinating possibilities…

Life’s prisoners

can I ever  cut short the size of my dreams

can I ever fall short of sending warmth your way

does it ever occur or it happens this way

or we are  life’s  prisoner who had gone astray

 

can we settle issues that arise out of nowhere

can I fill this reservoir with nothing but air

can my earth part ways to drown my laughter

can I kill this bird with just my hollow gaze

 

can you step on flowers that comes your way

can I scream louder to make the sky scare

can I shut these stars that shine in my hair

can I smear my smile with an ashen flair

 

can you ever stop breathing down my lane

can you ever look back from where it  began

can we cross the bridges that has risen from nowhere

can I blame the intruder for this divine single tear