living with you

in your arms I found the storms within me
turmoil I never addressed
un uttered that lay buried deep
storms with wide open gaps
ready to gallop tonnes of me
ready to drown tears of ecstasy
ready to jive to the tune of we
and within me I found some fears
unknown hitherto
unshed yet lived throug…
in your arms I found a woman
ready to colour her lips and toes
unheard of, unsung forever
woman that knew blues and greens
woman that learnt red and orange
were too the resident of this world of hues…
In your arms held once
I found forever lost
another universe that I live
everyday
each single day
till this very moment……….

misery

unheard of among the miseries
life that provides and takes away
joys of being, tears of loss
can one single drop of love caress pain
pain caused by a speeding vehicle
unmindful open spaces created out of lust
ditches caused by hunger for more
hollow brains devoid of concern
one breath taken away from want of care
one heartbeat that could create many more
love and passion that faltered
at the behest of broken rules
can one embrace  kill the pain
the pain born out of empty hands
dreams lost in the melee of broken hearts
lives that were, could never be again
can one glance ever return the way it was…..

pain

Pain gives rise to more pain

does it mean joy enhances joy

or the beginning of pain is the end of joy

or the joy that has no pain is pure joy

or any pain that is less pain is nearer to joy

do I know pain as my liberator

the pain captures my soul to heed rest

pain allows me to peep deep within me

makes me wonder at my innate endurance

pain does relieve me from pain

for while in pain I know nothing but pain

the reliever

Pain gives rise to more pain

does it mean joy enhances joy

or the beginning of pain is the end of joy

or the joy that has no pain is pure joy

or any pain that is less pain is nearer to joy

do I know pain as my liberator

the pain captures my soul to heed rest

pain allows me to peep deep within me

makes me wonder at my innate endurance

pain does relieve me from pain

for while in pain I know nothing but pain

answers unknown

O dear evening do we live or we survive

through the maze these hours knit

across this horizon with blinding light

sighs we breathe with every moment

words we kneed with each finger

air that pushes heat away

light that sings to the tune of darkness

rains deprived of centuries of hunger

hailstorm that kills this grass

flowers that bloom on threshold of drought

skyscrapers fall short to scarecrows

O dear evening please tell me more…

endless winter

riding on the waves of time

I swim across this river of memories

and gulp down tonnes of water

to come to my senses and drown deeper

as I wade through the weeds of time

my arms entangled, my feet caught in webs

my hair a thick mass struck to my shoulders

as I try to break free from

the pull of shallow waters

I reach across that stream of flowers

and touch these swollen fingers

to feel your warmth, to sink in wine

drowned deeper I do not know

how to quench my deepest fears

shall I turn the tide of memories

upside down and dive further

shall I stay ashore and lie on the beach

face down and moorings dug

shall I come following you

and mark my footsteps all the way

for blood hunters to keep this trail

wet and fragrant reachable from skies above

but how do I cut short this path

and reach there within no time

for riding on the waves of time

I swim across this river of memories

and reach this island uninhabited

how do I caress myself

how do I tap my shoulder

where do I lay my head

to cry aloud

to throw a laughter

up in the sky

low with the tide

what do I do with my smiles

where do I throw my glance

and how do I keep us warm

during this endless winter…