one step!

I decide not to speak my mind

not to open my heart

and then I see you walking by

I look at you and my heart aches

I call out to you

and you look sideways

you stop midway

I look around for some bush

for some wall or a tree

anything that could hide me

I run I stop I slip I fall

I try to fathom my deepest darkest corners

I see your hands stamped on the nape of my neck

I find your lips colouring my fantasies’ flights

I find your arms enclosed around my bare shoulders

I see myself in wait to listen to your footsteps for ages

I find your fingers push away hair from my eyes

I find myself weeping your tales to you

lost in thoughts I forget to look up

I forget to see you right in front of me

I fail to feel your pounding heart

just a step away from me!