f I lived through each moment I lived
I could have been a poem
Read and re-read
many times over
one after another
I could be a story of a lifetime
or
I could be a river
merging into ocean
at my own delta
I am over flowing
raising bars for no apparent reason
if I were a butterfly
I could have lived
through haircuts
clipped wings
and polished cheeks
here I am with rough edges
smeared with sweetened cream
scraped from birthday cake
if I were a pencil
I could have written and sketched
faces and flowers
one after other
sun flowers and
faces with flowers in hair
I lived those moments
through each of these moments
I conveniently
forgot to live through this one moment
this very single moment…